I'm tired and grumpy and cranky. Yes, I am both grumpy and cranky. Nowadays working hard just gets me down a lot of the time. I don't feel like there's any payoff. Maybe I get something out of it and maybe not and the last time I worked this hard, it felt like climbing a mountain, getting to the top and resting a little and then getting ready to leap, feeling your haunches bunch under you and... getting smacked right back, how dare you try to fly? You might hurt yourself. I know I'm being cryptic and I'm not going to explain.
I'm supposed to be forgetting all this. But, I can't. It plagues everything I do that involves any kind of effort, which is everything. I'm going to bed.
At least the stupid finals are Monday and Tuesday. Awesome.
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In Which She Writes Promises Her Blog Can't Cash
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Well! That was a very mean thing I did there, promising everyone all sorts
of updates and mayhem, and then not writing a single blessed thing. That's
some ...
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